Wonderfully Made

Wonderfully Made” As I sit and watch my kids basketball practice I am reminded once again the “beauty of innocence.” So many different children some tall, some short, some fair some dark. You see those who are jocks, some who are quirky, and those who are clueless. Then I see my boy his feet and arms all going in different directions as he is running. He has the biggest smile on his face he has no idea he is different from the rest of the kids. There was a time my heart would ache as I watched my ”disabled children” trying to fit in. But now I praise God for my “special blessings.” Many might say a ”disabled child“ is God’s mistake. But being a mother of “many disabled kids” I can share they are...

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Prone To Wander

Today as I pondered who I am in Christ my heart started  racing. Like a race horse heading out the gate to win. It was like my body was telling me you have so much to change. This was when I asked my self am I leaving a godly legacy behind to my children or will they grow up and call me a hypocrite? But most importantly when I stand before my heavenly father will he say “Well done my faithful servant.” Or will my hair on my body be singed  because I came so close to the fire. Those of you who know me and know my heart must understand my dilemma.  I fast and pray to love the way God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit love. Yet I can’t seem to beat my flesh down it has so much power and pulls me down daily. I cry, and I beg for forgiveness but it happens over and over....

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